I've decided not to think about stuff and immerse myself in the world of nippon anime and manga.
Just played my 4th game of dota ever since hols started. shiok or. the feeling of out microing your opponents. just great.
If I leave it alone, will it go away? Hmm.. Hopefully bah.
Just finished watching Kanon 2006 this morning. Totally rocked. It's just so touching, I almost cried lots of times while watching it.
Here's a short introduction to the anime:
Yuichi Aizawa returns to this city after seven years. In his childhood, he often visited it, but something happend in the past which caused him to block out his memories of the events of seven years ago.
On the day after he gets settled in, he meets a girl carrying a backpack with wings on it. Her name is Tsukimiya Ayu and he begins to recall the memories he had lost.
Next, to watch Gintama and FINISH my maths TYS! (yea right.)
My 2 possible outcomes:
a) Not studying = fail mid years = quit school = cannot represent mjchoir for vos
b) Study = pass mid years = won't quit school = can represent mjchoir for vos
Currently A seems more likely. Bet they don't need me anyway.
Dedicating this post to a certain owner who calls me XIAO BAI whenever she gets the chance.
She's been really sick, and might even have ______.
Just wanna say ur a great friend and i (ok. WE :D) really miss you.
Don't worry too much k?
You have great friends and I know they all will wish for your speedy recovery(:
Life might be short, but we must treasure all that we have now (me! :D)
Live life to the fullest, and don't be afraid of what's coming.
Face it with all you've got, and trust in God to pull you through(:
The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases,
His mercies never come to an end.
Hang on girl, we're all there for you (:
Hope to see you in choir soon! (after mid years. damn the mid years. hahaha :X)
Is distancing myself from her the right thing to do?
It's not because I don't want to see her.
It's because i don't want her to see ME.
She did say she needs more time.
And it still seems that way.
I really don't know what she's thinking about, but I know assume that I'm not as significant in her life as before.
And it pains me to know assume that.
I'm at an emotional low these few days..
Things seemed to have been on the road to recovery, but I was too quick to assume so.
I really shouldn't be feeling like this.
No mood to study.
No mood to even play.
God, please give me strength.
I don't know how much longer I can last in this world.
True Friends.
How do you know who your true friends are?
Those that lend you a shoulder to cry on?
OR
Those that CRY with you.
Tuesday night was Frolic @ MOS!
Went wit fanny and zj. Was too freakin dark so I didn't bother taking pics.
Freaking awesome crowd, though it was EXTREMELY crowded on the dance floor.
The music was AWESOME too. Can't remember the DJ's name but he was imba.
CHIOBUS EVERYWHERE. Awesome man.
Adriano and i-forgot-his-name from CSS came too!
There were breakdancers from all over the world, a carl's jr burger eating contest -_-
and some lousy "fashion show". The models were obviously no older than 20 and sucked. HAHA.
K nvm.
The real fun started at about close to 12am. There was this slow revolving circular stage in the middle and it totally rocked.Though it was 99% full for most of the night :X Vodka for free drink was WOOT. Got a little high after that, but that's all. hahaha.
Party ended at around 3am+ Can't really rmb the time though. Fanny's parents came to fetch us over to his house to sleep. Talked cock for about an hour before we finally went to sleep, exhausted, at roughly 5.30pm. Oh yes, I tried to call laoda at 5am+ to ask her to wake up to pee, but she didn't answer the phone. Sadded.
Wednesday
Went to watch shrek 3 with mr yong, sk, jy, lao da, yakai, baybayx2 and pearlicia in the afternoon. Err yea. Ok movie bah. It was supposed to be a great movie. But I lost the mood. Hahaha. Loser ze. You don't deserve your friends. Big toopid loser. K whatever. Came home to see my sister playing dota on my comp, and feeding. Being a nice brother, I played in her stead and pwned the bnet pubbies. K whatever. Wow new favourite phrase? Hahaha. K whatever. So here I am, rotting my june hols away. Was supposed to go study with the gang tml at kallang kfc, but it was canceled. Damn. NEED A PERMANENT STUDY PARTNER interested pm me pls kthx.
I dunno what's wrong with me. I'm a useless piece of shit that is stupid. Maybe I should die.
Yea, that would solve alot of problems.
But it would create alot of other problems too.
Life is meaningless and sad.
Random.
I just remembered that yours truly is a mjchoir's 123 jump championship semi-finalist! (for seniors category) The other 3 were shukit, jwen and nicholas.
Too bad we didn't get to complete the finals as there wasn't time. Damn. Must find some time after mid years go challenge. Wahaha.
Just got back like 40mins ago after cabbing home with jwen and evangeline. Together with zhangquan, we watched Ocean's Thirteen at TM GV. 12.15am show. Was alright I guess. Kinda half mind games and half action. Like partly Ocean's Eleven and partly Ocean's Twelve. Zq kept falling asleep hahaha. Noob sia. 12 to 2 am only also cannot tahan :X
Anyway, before that was supper at Cafe Cartel at Raffles City, courtesy of Ms Hua! She treated us to 3.5 slices of cakes each table (2 tables of 6each) for chamber choir's fantastic performance at Prof Tan's birthday party. Oh yea, Prof Tan Teck Meng is the chairman of MJC's School Advisory Committee, and his daughter splashed out on a birthday bash for him at RAFFLES HOTEL. What a daughter. Our dinner was also on the house, and most of us ordered Ribeye steaks that were the most expensive items on the dinner menu (Spurred by Ms Hua, duh :p)
I dunno why I'm going backwards in chronological order, but whatever.
Met lipkiam huiling and yakai at whitesands for lunch. I was very late :X But in the end, we reached school at 2pm for chamber choir prac, which was at 2.30pm. Lp actually already bought Gatsby's moving rubber wax, so we took the liberty to try it out. It's GOOD I tell you. It's like wax, but only that it preserves your the natural look of your hair. I'm gonna sooo gonna get one soon la.
Ok so that concludes the end of the current chamber choir, and you probably won't be hearing us again, unless there are special requests. I dedicate this post to the amazing people of the chamber choir (including myself duh. HAHAHA.), and wish everyone all the best for their mid years, prelims, promos, A levels, entry to university, careers, marriages in future, WHATEVER. Hahaha ok damn crap. I'm off to bathe cuz there's still MOVING RUBBER in my hair and I need to get it off before I can sleep.
Oh yes, Evangeline is actually quite a nice person who watches Justice League :D
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